hope to c u more and go out w u more.. =D
rest well wor..
affection is growin more
for u..
be with you forever
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Saturday, September 16, 2006
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is bloggy time.. hmm tis whole wk is exams time.. bud.. didnt reali studi though.. haha.. so wed nth much? hav chem paper lo.. chem paper screwed again.. den slack in sch.. AND RUBY NOE HU M I ALRD!! NOT FUN!! BOOS!! haha.. den went play dota w jo jz.. yup.. aft tt jz went to make his ez link den went to tanglin halt to take my IMpossible shirt.. nice sia.. haha.. den he come my hse "studi".. and it bcome come my hse c SINGAPORE IDOL.. LOL.. didnt studi AGAIN! haha.. den walk walk ard holland lo. kos is his first time? haha.. thur.. geo paper.. gone oso.. hha.. in sch eat den go liao.. went out celebrated weng's bdae.. w jo jz and wh.. we went marina square lo.. play dota first! haha.. den paly until 6.30.. we were lik "a.. go liao go liao.. we book de yuki at 7!' and then we were like OH YA!! haha.. so when for a fast dinner at de food court lo.. as usual.. i'm de last to fin again.. is ok! =D den when to yuki to hav our ICE CREAM BUFFET! not bad sia.. keep eatin ice cream.. bud i m more like eat de waffler and love letters(de stick biscuits) haha.. eat until full.. den lastly.. we make a mickey mouse! den we go liao.. haha.. eat fin le.. den we went to play dota again!!! haha.. den went home.. tired.. haha den fri.. ystd maths paper 2.. dun nid to sae. gone oso! LOL.. den went for dnt.. keep getin scolded le! waliew.. fed up lo.. aa bit den scold.. =.= bud i m de 2nd one to leave.. YEAH!! haha.. den went home prepare den mit xiao hui.. at cine.. i waited for de bus so like so dam freakin long lo.. 20mins sia.. den finali met her.. den went cine walk c shoes.. den go far east search for sumting.. yup.. den walk ard lo.. haha.. funni lo.. we went to ps de foodcourt.. and guess wad.. de foodcourt blackout! black.. haha! nice sia! haha.. den when we were abt to talk pic den de lights came back.. walao! de lights ar.. come at de wrong time sia.. suppose to play pool.. budshe was too tired.. den let her rest beta lo.. =) den pei her home.. so quiet de she.. kos she was kinda mood swings.. n tired lo.. nvm is ok..
hope to c u more and go out w u more.. =D
rest well wor..
affection is growin more
for u..
hope to c u more and go out w u more.. =D
rest well wor..
affection is growin more
for u..
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Tuesday, September 12, 2006
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yea.. i m here again to update.. i shall update quite often? quite onli ar.. depends hor.. hhaa.. yea.. so sun.. i went church lo.. and is bout anger.. cool man.. talkin bout ttt.. recently i had been quite anger and pissed off quite easily.. indeed it does help.. i guess is due to de grp of fren i recently w bax.. tt means mi so anger and pissed off easily.. theres oso a part on forgivin.. hmm tts great.. forgiv may sounds easy.. bud to do it.. u nid God's intervention to b able.. indeed i m askin God to help mi forgiv.. al those that had hurt mi and wadsoeva.. hhaa.. so i m forgivin! haha.. jkjk nia! aft tt went for pm lo.. prayer mittin.. yea.. den aft tt.. went to mit beng.. he bless mi! wooohoo! kos i broke liao.. den he blessed mi! thks God! haha.. den aft tt.. went home den studi w beng lo.. was so tired u noe.. frm thur til sun.. keep doin dnt.. and at de same time studin for ss and practisin maths.. u can imagine how crazy i wil b.. and stress.. dnt hav hell lots of tings to do u noe.. tt drive mi nuts! haha.. and result i didnt reali hav a gd rest so far..
MON! to mani ppl is sch reopen.. bud to mi.. is de startin point of my prelims!!! arg!!! maths p1 and ss! haha.. de maths.. not bad lo.. bud stil fail la.. bud wun fail til tt jialat.. kos i got put in effort to practise.. jus tt i nid more practise.. yup! ss ar.. i anihow bomb wn! lol kos didnt studi all due to doin dnt.. haha.. nvm at least i did try.. rather den didnt try ryte?? haha.. den aft tt go home slack.. kos tue is chi.. dun intend studi.. do dnt again! D-:<
2dae.. chi papers.. was dam slp la! while i doin, i was lyk zzz..zzz .zzzz and my handwritin were terrible.. kos i dozin off.. haha.. tired sia! de paper 1 i ani how do wan.. no mood do properly.. haha.. de paper 2.. ok la.. stil can score i tink?? den aft tt go play bball in sch.. w jo dey all.. haha.. i sux in bball sia! too long neva play.. i lost my shootin accuracy.. sadded.. haha.. yea.. tmr.. mittin xiao hui! haha.. to studi.. our first date=studi.. LOL!! bye ppl! i go chiong my chem.. chiong a bit.. haha!
MON! to mani ppl is sch reopen.. bud to mi.. is de startin point of my prelims!!! arg!!! maths p1 and ss! haha.. de maths.. not bad lo.. bud stil fail la.. bud wun fail til tt jialat.. kos i got put in effort to practise.. jus tt i nid more practise.. yup! ss ar.. i anihow bomb wn! lol kos didnt studi all due to doin dnt.. haha.. nvm at least i did try.. rather den didnt try ryte?? haha.. den aft tt go home slack.. kos tue is chi.. dun intend studi.. do dnt again! D-:<
2dae.. chi papers.. was dam slp la! while i doin, i was lyk zzz..zzz .zzzz and my handwritin were terrible.. kos i dozin off.. haha.. tired sia! de paper 1 i ani how do wan.. no mood do properly.. haha.. de paper 2.. ok la.. stil can score i tink?? den aft tt go play bball in sch.. w jo dey all.. haha.. i sux in bball sia! too long neva play.. i lost my shootin accuracy.. sadded.. haha.. yea.. tmr.. mittin xiao hui! haha.. to studi.. our first date=studi.. LOL!! bye ppl! i go chiong my chem.. chiong a bit.. haha!
be with you forever
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Saturday, September 09, 2006
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too lazy to update! haha.. so nw update la..
to those ppl tt noe i m nt in gd mood.. i m alryte nw! i m happy! no longer sad or bad mood.. gd ryte? lol
firstly.. tis wk is sch holidae.. wan studi de.. bud end up playin arcade alwas.. and spent al my money in arcade.. failure sia! haha.. sum how addicted to dtx and ddr.. LOL!!
secondly, i wanna thks weng cheong.. kos on wed.. him, jo and mi is playin bball de.. perhaps too long didnt play, we played awhile then tired alrd.. tired of the sun! haha.. too hot sia! =XX den dunno why suddenly sae play dota.. LOL den went to dhoby ghout play lo.. den weng treat mi.. he treat mi lunch, dinner and de lan! GD RYTE!!! thks weng! =) u wait! i wil bless u sum dae!
fri.. hmm was a dnt dae.. mornin went to sch do dnt lo.. den aft sch i go library to dnt.. folio.. tired le.. do and do! lol.. den aft tt josephine came to mit mi.. she so poor ting.. her braces make her v hard to eat.. =( den ltr jiajia tag along too.. haha.. aft eatin den i go church for overnight prayer mittin.. was tired though.. bud i wanna go.. wanna God do miracle in mi.. so i went.. is gd man! de first part.. woo! i can feel God alrd! de last part was even better! Pst Zhuang laid hands on mi! he was talkin bout Jesus bein our first love and de joy when we first entered into His kingdom.. indeed i had lost de first love.. i had lost de joy.. is a wonderful experience.. physically Pst Zhuang lay hands on mi bud i can feel is not Pst Zhuang bud is GOD HIMSELF layin hands on mi.. one ting Pst Zhuang do.. he blew mi lightly on de face and i fall.. at tt moment.. i feel tt is GOD'S BREATH! IS GD MAN! i begin to renew my luv for God and bcome happy again!!! =D
sat.. went to cg.. de msg was bout last sun sermon.. i didnt go last sun so was kinda in a blur blur mood.. talk abt toxic behaviour.. i reali learnt sumting.. i realise tt i m emotionally unavailable.. reali! and oso anger as recently keep quarrellin w mum so tends to flare up easily.. is great! i cried again! haha.. nw i feel so happy.. de joy of de Lord is restorin back in my life! i thks God! =D and i realise one ting.. theres a inner vow within mi..
magnificent is u oh God! u wil neva leave mi.. Jehovah God
to those ppl tt noe i m nt in gd mood.. i m alryte nw! i m happy! no longer sad or bad mood.. gd ryte? lol
firstly.. tis wk is sch holidae.. wan studi de.. bud end up playin arcade alwas.. and spent al my money in arcade.. failure sia! haha.. sum how addicted to dtx and ddr.. LOL!!
secondly, i wanna thks weng cheong.. kos on wed.. him, jo and mi is playin bball de.. perhaps too long didnt play, we played awhile then tired alrd.. tired of the sun! haha.. too hot sia! =XX den dunno why suddenly sae play dota.. LOL den went to dhoby ghout play lo.. den weng treat mi.. he treat mi lunch, dinner and de lan! GD RYTE!!! thks weng! =) u wait! i wil bless u sum dae!
fri.. hmm was a dnt dae.. mornin went to sch do dnt lo.. den aft sch i go library to dnt.. folio.. tired le.. do and do! lol.. den aft tt josephine came to mit mi.. she so poor ting.. her braces make her v hard to eat.. =( den ltr jiajia tag along too.. haha.. aft eatin den i go church for overnight prayer mittin.. was tired though.. bud i wanna go.. wanna God do miracle in mi.. so i went.. is gd man! de first part.. woo! i can feel God alrd! de last part was even better! Pst Zhuang laid hands on mi! he was talkin bout Jesus bein our first love and de joy when we first entered into His kingdom.. indeed i had lost de first love.. i had lost de joy.. is a wonderful experience.. physically Pst Zhuang lay hands on mi bud i can feel is not Pst Zhuang bud is GOD HIMSELF layin hands on mi.. one ting Pst Zhuang do.. he blew mi lightly on de face and i fall.. at tt moment.. i feel tt is GOD'S BREATH! IS GD MAN! i begin to renew my luv for God and bcome happy again!!! =D
sat.. went to cg.. de msg was bout last sun sermon.. i didnt go last sun so was kinda in a blur blur mood.. talk abt toxic behaviour.. i reali learnt sumting.. i realise tt i m emotionally unavailable.. reali! and oso anger as recently keep quarrellin w mum so tends to flare up easily.. is great! i cried again! haha.. nw i feel so happy.. de joy of de Lord is restorin back in my life! i thks God! =D and i realise one ting.. theres a inner vow within mi..
magnificent is u oh God! u wil neva leave mi.. Jehovah God
be with you forever
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Monday, September 04, 2006
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beheaded guys
boxes of 5b2
5b2'06 boxes
tis is my box for de teacher's dae
be with you forever
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Sunday, September 03, 2006
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is been quite awhile since i alst updated.. i was lazy to update.. as in.. update for wad?
for al those ppl tt kares bout mi.. last wk is okok.. nth much.. de onli daes when i am happy is thur.. as for de teacher's dae.. for al those that do not noe.. my class is de one wearin boxes.. our theme is boxman.. and is real cool u noe.. wearin boxes as a head gear and went ard de sch.. real fun.. is been such a long time since i had such a great dae.. took alot of pics.. w meixuan.. w my class and stuffs.. and jz james fuad dixie sheng yuan germaine and firadus performed.. is nt bad i tink.. i lyk de drummer james! he is gd man! haha.. so aft de celebration i went to play dota w my clicks again.. usual activities.. play 4 matches.. frm 3+ til 7+.. fun i tink.. den went to eat and talk some cock there.. and yes! JOAKIM IS OUT!! finali singaporeans finali noe hu can sing and hu cant..
sat went to jz church.. kos he sae is a special event? jo is drummer and he preach.. so decided to giv dem my support and go c dem.. woo jo is quite a gd drummer.. for a first time he's pretty gd.. jz.. his msg was pretty simple bud it does hav some substance.. well done guys! =) den aft tt went fellowship w dem lo.. nth much la..
currently my mood nw is bad.. and i dunno why.. i may appear ok.. bud deep down i m nt.. for those tt reali noe mi.. i guess u al tinks tt nw i m more quiet den eva b4.. i dun reali talk nw compare to last times.. yes i may b a introvet.. bud i stil wil talk last time.. bud nw.. seems to mi tt i dunno wad to talk.. i m jus complete silence.. even w my best fren.. i stil did nt talk? why?
did i reali change? change to sum1 hu even myself do not noe? more hot temper.. temperamental..
i reali dunno why.. why i m feelin down.. i do not noe.. al i can feel is tt deep inside my soul.. i feel emptyy.. emptiness.. nth bud empty.. sadness filled three-quarter of my life.. i suppose.. there is a bottomless vessl tt is filled w sadness.. why cant i jus hav a more understandin mum? why cant i jus hav a more peaceful home? why cant i b more outgoin? why cant i jus wake myself up and studi? where is de smile i usual hav? is no longer =).. bud is =l.. even i smile.. is jus.. a fake smile.. de distance between mi and God is gettin larger.. and larger.. wher is de once mi? wher? i dunno.. i dunno! and i dun fuckin kare! i hate my fuckin life.. everiting is jus de same.. i m jus goin thru a routine.. nth much! everiting is jus a routine.. al i dun fuckin kare! everiting is jus nt smooth for mi.. when i needed sum1.. whers de sum1? theres so much ting inside of mi i wan to tel sum1.. bud wherss de sum1? no idea.. bud i noe.. i dun nid ani1.. i jus b alone and tt fine w mi.. so.. dun ask mi i m ok anot.. kos i m nt.. dun ask mi how r u.. kos i dun wan to sae.. i juus wanna lock everiting up.. i wanna lock up.. i dun wan ppl to noe aniting.. i dun wan ppl to get into my life or hurt mi.. tts de best way.. unless.. sum1 can assure mi tt i wun get hurt.. sum1 can unlock de doors tt is so shut.. sum1 assure mi tt wil by my side..
for al those ppl tt kares bout mi.. last wk is okok.. nth much.. de onli daes when i am happy is thur.. as for de teacher's dae.. for al those that do not noe.. my class is de one wearin boxes.. our theme is boxman.. and is real cool u noe.. wearin boxes as a head gear and went ard de sch.. real fun.. is been such a long time since i had such a great dae.. took alot of pics.. w meixuan.. w my class and stuffs.. and jz james fuad dixie sheng yuan germaine and firadus performed.. is nt bad i tink.. i lyk de drummer james! he is gd man! haha.. so aft de celebration i went to play dota w my clicks again.. usual activities.. play 4 matches.. frm 3+ til 7+.. fun i tink.. den went to eat and talk some cock there.. and yes! JOAKIM IS OUT!! finali singaporeans finali noe hu can sing and hu cant..
sat went to jz church.. kos he sae is a special event? jo is drummer and he preach.. so decided to giv dem my support and go c dem.. woo jo is quite a gd drummer.. for a first time he's pretty gd.. jz.. his msg was pretty simple bud it does hav some substance.. well done guys! =) den aft tt went fellowship w dem lo.. nth much la..
currently my mood nw is bad.. and i dunno why.. i may appear ok.. bud deep down i m nt.. for those tt reali noe mi.. i guess u al tinks tt nw i m more quiet den eva b4.. i dun reali talk nw compare to last times.. yes i may b a introvet.. bud i stil wil talk last time.. bud nw.. seems to mi tt i dunno wad to talk.. i m jus complete silence.. even w my best fren.. i stil did nt talk? why?
did i reali change? change to sum1 hu even myself do not noe? more hot temper.. temperamental..
i reali dunno why.. why i m feelin down.. i do not noe.. al i can feel is tt deep inside my soul.. i feel emptyy.. emptiness.. nth bud empty.. sadness filled three-quarter of my life.. i suppose.. there is a bottomless vessl tt is filled w sadness.. why cant i jus hav a more understandin mum? why cant i jus hav a more peaceful home? why cant i b more outgoin? why cant i jus wake myself up and studi? where is de smile i usual hav? is no longer =).. bud is =l.. even i smile.. is jus.. a fake smile.. de distance between mi and God is gettin larger.. and larger.. wher is de once mi? wher? i dunno.. i dunno! and i dun fuckin kare! i hate my fuckin life.. everiting is jus de same.. i m jus goin thru a routine.. nth much! everiting is jus a routine.. al i dun fuckin kare! everiting is jus nt smooth for mi.. when i needed sum1.. whers de sum1? theres so much ting inside of mi i wan to tel sum1.. bud wherss de sum1? no idea.. bud i noe.. i dun nid ani1.. i jus b alone and tt fine w mi.. so.. dun ask mi i m ok anot.. kos i m nt.. dun ask mi how r u.. kos i dun wan to sae.. i juus wanna lock everiting up.. i wanna lock up.. i dun wan ppl to noe aniting.. i dun wan ppl to get into my life or hurt mi.. tts de best way.. unless.. sum1 can assure mi tt i wun get hurt.. sum1 can unlock de doors tt is so shut.. sum1 assure mi tt wil by my side..
be with you forever